Sunday, March 29, 2009


Here's me, writing and not even trying to organize my thoughts. I'll do that next week. Maybe.

I'm done! I'm done! I'm so happy. No more dance shows for me with Elk Grove. I think it will take a few weeks to set in. No more rehearsals after school, no more costuming, no more teenage girl drama (well, no more of the kind that spills beyond 3:11 every day). I think I'm going to have so much free time. I can't wait. It's delicious, just thinking about the possibilities.

Right now there are a lot of possibilities in all areas. E graduates from law school in May. He also wants us to renew our vows in May. He's taking the bar in July. I can't imagine what life is going to be like once he's not at school every night. As Pepi le Pew would say, Le sigh.

I want to go to Hawaii sooooo bad. Or anywhere. I need a vacation, and I'm not talking about being a chaperone on school field trips. We had actually reserved Mom and Dad's condo for August, just after E is going to take the bar. But, as all fun things I try to plan for myself, that idea went to crap. E has to take his ethics test and the one and only time they are offering it is that same week in August. And I start school right after that. I'm really sad. I was really looking forward to having that time together and being able to just escape right after the bar. I'm trying hard not to be disappointed. It's going to be a tough summer, and then I'm starting school two weeks earlier because they're changing our school calendar.

Nest week I'm taking my dancers to Disneyland... I'm excited about that, actually. Yes, even though it's work. It's a small group and I have taken that trip with students so many times I could do it with my eyes closed. And it's Disneyland! How can you not have a good time in Disneyland? Well, maybe you wouldn't, but I love it so much I have a good time no matter who goes with me. My mom and sister are begging to go in my suitcase.

My body hurts. I didn't even dance yesterday. I just feel all the pain and frustration and responsibility from the last two weeks settling inside my body. That's going to take a while to go away.

Going on a ride today--not sure where. E says it's a surprise. I can't wait.

1 comment:

  1. Dude! Go get a massage for reallys! And when I heard that y'all were going to renew your vows I started to smile really really big and cry! I am soooooo happy for y'all! BTW, I know someone who is really good at reading from Corinthians while crying at the same time! ;-) I still feel stupid about that, but being emotional is something that comes so naturally to me....oh well!